It has been a while...

wow, it has been over a month and so much has happened to me...first I went back to my old job on Clifton Hill in late March. Then about a week after I got hired by the Skylon Tower. So I ended up quitting my other job. I gave them a two week noticed. I finshed up with Beefeater this past Saturday. I think a lot of my former co-workers are going to miss me. I know I will miss them! But I plan on keeping in touch with some of them. I started my new job yesterday. I worked in the elevator yesterday. That was pretty fun. Today I worked at the 3D/4D attraction. That was pretty cool. I really like the movie. It is neat. I hope this new jobs works out for the best. I shall see...

Gayla and More

Well the Gayla went pretty good considering I had some doubts going into it. It came off much better than I thought it would, which is great! The turnout was okay. I wish we had more people from Brock Pride attending, but what can you do? The food was so awesome, I never had such a great meal. I couldn't believe how the rice tasted. It was very yummy. I'm not a huge fan of rice, but I tell you that rice was the best. Of course everything else was great food wise. I really enjoyed the food. Now the dance was okay considering we lost our DJ at the very last minute. Which kinda sucked, but shit happens! lol The dance lasted for about two hours and then that was it. I ended up going out after it was finished. Which was a lot of fun! I went out to the Mansion House to meet up with a friend who I met online. I ended up meeting Ashley and we talked for about two hours. It was pretty cool. She knows the band members of The Smoothies. Which is really cool. And she is friends with Dave Thomson of the former band Wave. So it was a good night for me.

Some Thoughts

Will there be a Gayla on Saturday Night?? That is the question everyone is wondering today. I hope we don't end up canceling this Gayla because there have been a lot of people who have worked hard doing this. I just don't understand why it hasn't received more attention? It just makes me wonder. I really want to go to this Gayla. I know it would be a wonderful thing to go to...Why do people break up, then get back together, then break up, then get back together so many times? I mean I could see breaking up once, then trying it again to see if it would workout. But anymore than three times, you are really pushing it. Is it fair? I know a few people who are in this situation and I ask myself why do you want to do this when you know in your heart you don't love that person? Are you lonely? Do you think you may never find someone else that could give you happiness? My advice(and I think you should take this) is there are plenty of "fish in the sea" for you. It is like this...you have this hammer and you use it all the time. Then one day it breaks. So you decide to glue it back together(but you do know in your heart that it will break again). You use the hammer for a bit and once again it breaks. You can't fix it. So you go to the hardware store and you start looking for another one. You take a look at the selection and you try different hammers out. But you're not sure which one you really want to use yet. But then you find one that is just right for you. It is different from the last one you used. And you enjoy it a lot. You can't wait to try it out....

Happy Valentine's Day

Today is February 14th, 2005. And yet again I have no boyfriend to enjoy Valetine's Day with. It is really too bad though because I know I can be the best loving guy any gay boi could ever want! Tonight I'm going to see Kalan Porter live in concert. This should be interesting because I have no idea if I'm going to enjoy it. I have seen his new video and I didn't really like it at all. So who knows how I will like this concert. I got my EI today. It wasn't as much as I thought it would be, which sucks but what can you do? Tomorrow I'm going to a job fair and hopefully get a new job! That would be nice! I can't wait for that. I think my former boss is going to be there, so I can ask Debbie when she knows she is going to start calling people in again. Not that I'm in any hurry to go back there, but I do need money! I want to drop off a resume at Boston Pizza too. I think it would be a fun place to work at. I would really like that. But then again I could start up my own business...this could be the perfect time for me to start it up. I do want to be successful at something. And this business of mine could help me out big time. But I will see what happens. Anyway I'm done for now.

Hello All

So it has been a while since I last posted a blog...lets see where can I begin? Well for starters I'm now Brock Pride Volunteer Coordinator. This is very cool. Basicly I ask people who are in the Brock Pride group to volunteer for events. And I pretty much make sure they are doing what they are supposed to be doing. There is this big event coming up at the end of February called "The Gayla". And I'm going to have lots of volunteers for this event. It should be lots of fun. I can't wait!

Something else whiched happened when I went home a couple of weekends ago, I came out of the closet to my sister. She took it very well and I'm really glad she did! It won't change her views about me and I'm really happy. Now all I have to do is tell my parents and extended family and some friends who I haven't told yet.

I'm going to see Kallan Porter on Valentine's Day(every gay boi's dream ;) ) lol That should be fun I suppose. I saw his new music video and I actually didn't really like it at all. I thought it sucked! And I'm going to be seeing him in two weeks! lol Oh well, I'm sure I can listen to the concert and try to enjoy it. I mean he isn't bad to look at! haha

Oh I saw the movie White Noise and it sucked! Very bad indeed, it wasn't as good as The Grudge. Speaking about The Grudge, it comes out today! I love SMG and she was pretty good in this movie. One of the best horror movies I have seen in a long time!

That's it for now, maybe I will have more than one post a month this month. lol

A New Year

Happy New Year everyone!! My new year is going all right so far. I found out at work I'm getting laid off(which doesn't really surprise me at all) so I wasn't really upset about it. Actually I was kinda happy about it...because I was getting bored out of mind there...it was just too slow for me. So now I'm going on EI and I'm going to look for a new job. Which I hope I can find. If not, I will get called back to work in a couple of months. Which is okay, I guess. I'm not sure what else I really want to say at the moment...nothing new with the guy scene...I just hope that changes this year...I'm going to date more this year and see where it can go. Anyhow that's it for now!

Christmas Eve

Yay, I can't believe it is Christmas Eve all ready. This week went very fast. Last night I had over a few friends to watch a movie and chat. It was Jonathan, Jessie, and Brian. Nick was supposed to come over but he didn't show up. He was probably stuck in Fergus. It snowed a lot yesterday, so yeah. He got stuck. Oh well. It would of been cool to see him, but that's okay. I got to see Jonathan and Jessie. I really like hanging out with the both of them. They are good friends. Brian is alright too, but he needs to talk more. But that is Brian being Brian. I can't wait till Jessie moves back to Guelph. Then I can see her more. Well maybe! LOL It just depends if I get home to see her. I hope her and Jonathan don't get back together though...I just don't think it would be a great idea...even though I could see it last night that they both still have feelings for each other. I just don't want to see them getting hurt again. But whatever, if they do, they do. I can't stop it from happening. Oh well. Anyway I hope everyone has a Merry Christmas and a Happy New year! Talk to you soon!