Some Thoughts

Will there be a Gayla on Saturday Night?? That is the question everyone is wondering today. I hope we don't end up canceling this Gayla because there have been a lot of people who have worked hard doing this. I just don't understand why it hasn't received more attention? It just makes me wonder. I really want to go to this Gayla. I know it would be a wonderful thing to go to...Why do people break up, then get back together, then break up, then get back together so many times? I mean I could see breaking up once, then trying it again to see if it would workout. But anymore than three times, you are really pushing it. Is it fair? I know a few people who are in this situation and I ask myself why do you want to do this when you know in your heart you don't love that person? Are you lonely? Do you think you may never find someone else that could give you happiness? My advice(and I think you should take this) is there are plenty of "fish in the sea" for you. It is like this...you have this hammer and you use it all the time. Then one day it breaks. So you decide to glue it back together(but you do know in your heart that it will break again). You use the hammer for a bit and once again it breaks. You can't fix it. So you go to the hardware store and you start looking for another one. You take a look at the selection and you try different hammers out. But you're not sure which one you really want to use yet. But then you find one that is just right for you. It is different from the last one you used. And you enjoy it a lot. You can't wait to try it out....

Happy Valentine's Day

Today is February 14th, 2005. And yet again I have no boyfriend to enjoy Valetine's Day with. It is really too bad though because I know I can be the best loving guy any gay boi could ever want! Tonight I'm going to see Kalan Porter live in concert. This should be interesting because I have no idea if I'm going to enjoy it. I have seen his new video and I didn't really like it at all. So who knows how I will like this concert. I got my EI today. It wasn't as much as I thought it would be, which sucks but what can you do? Tomorrow I'm going to a job fair and hopefully get a new job! That would be nice! I can't wait for that. I think my former boss is going to be there, so I can ask Debbie when she knows she is going to start calling people in again. Not that I'm in any hurry to go back there, but I do need money! I want to drop off a resume at Boston Pizza too. I think it would be a fun place to work at. I would really like that. But then again I could start up my own business...this could be the perfect time for me to start it up. I do want to be successful at something. And this business of mine could help me out big time. But I will see what happens. Anyway I'm done for now.

Hello All

So it has been a while since I last posted a blog...lets see where can I begin? Well for starters I'm now Brock Pride Volunteer Coordinator. This is very cool. Basicly I ask people who are in the Brock Pride group to volunteer for events. And I pretty much make sure they are doing what they are supposed to be doing. There is this big event coming up at the end of February called "The Gayla". And I'm going to have lots of volunteers for this event. It should be lots of fun. I can't wait!

Something else whiched happened when I went home a couple of weekends ago, I came out of the closet to my sister. She took it very well and I'm really glad she did! It won't change her views about me and I'm really happy. Now all I have to do is tell my parents and extended family and some friends who I haven't told yet.

I'm going to see Kallan Porter on Valentine's Day(every gay boi's dream ;) ) lol That should be fun I suppose. I saw his new music video and I actually didn't really like it at all. I thought it sucked! And I'm going to be seeing him in two weeks! lol Oh well, I'm sure I can listen to the concert and try to enjoy it. I mean he isn't bad to look at! haha

Oh I saw the movie White Noise and it sucked! Very bad indeed, it wasn't as good as The Grudge. Speaking about The Grudge, it comes out today! I love SMG and she was pretty good in this movie. One of the best horror movies I have seen in a long time!

That's it for now, maybe I will have more than one post a month this month. lol