Sorry about waking you up again on the phone Jon...my bad this time!! But usually you are awake so early in the morning though...meh at least you didn't sound grumpy which was a bonus! :) In other news...today might be the day I will get to see this apartment! Gosh I hope so...
So there is this boi who I work with. He is cute and probably straight. I think about him once in a while and wonder if he could just be gay! I really wish he was(I don't know for sure though)...of course everytime I see him he smiles and says hi to me. I don't really talk to him that much because he is usually busy doing something(working). He is a hard worker(he works harder than me) and it seems as though he is always doing something. If he is working tomorrow I'm going to find out some more things about him. See if he lives near me(in the same city) and maybe invite him over for a drink or something. Just to get to know him better. He probably has a girlfriend though...if he is straight he should! If I were a girl I would be wanting him(no I'm not going to get a sex change-I like being a guy)! lol But really I should stop falling for straight guys!!! I just want to me a cute gay guy who likes me and wants to spend time with me.
I have reached boredom in St. Catharines. I thought I would never reach it here. But the problem is...I have...I haven't done anything exciting at all this week. Most of my friends are either working or far away...which sucks...I'm glad I'm working next week...fuck if I don't start working full time soon, I think I will end up going crazy!! Actually maybe that would be fun...at least I wouldn't bored! lol
My chiropractor asked me last week if I would be interested in renting an apartment from him. It is an one bedroom apartment. It sounds very nice...but my concern was the price for a month. Then the other day Dr. Mike asked me again if I would be willing to take a look at it. He said he would be willing to rent it to me for whatever I could afford. I said I would take a look at it first, but there could be a possibility I may end up with a friend moving to St. Catharines(which I think he should really consider)later this year. Dr. Mike says no problem, you can fit two there...I'm thinking uh huh I don't think my friend wants to share a bedroom with me hehe So tomorrow I'm going to check out this one/two? bedroom apartment.
Why do you make me so mad sometimes? Sometimes I wonder if you really want me more than just a friendship...yeah I can see through you...but I can understand why you are scared...but don't be. Let it out...I want it so bad...you want it so bad...talk to me about it. Tell me you want me. Forget everyone else's opinion...come to me...tell it like it is...give me a try...I will impress you so much...You know you have been wanting me for these last few years...You know how I feel about you...Don't lie to yourself anymore. Give it a try, if it doesn't work out...it doesn't...if it does...then it would be a wild ride with you and me...I would take you anywhere you wanted to go...just the two of us...but enough with this so call dream of mine...I know it isn't going to happen...why would anything good happen to me? Am I not boyfriend material? Will anyone give me a chance?
I'm 30 years old. I like to make people laugh and smile. I sometimes can be shy at first...but once I get to know you better. I open up and talk like anything. I have short brown hair with blonde highlights.
